I hate living in my own nut shell
I hate hiding behind the mask
I hate pretending who I am not.
But the problem is,
I hate not knowing the perfect thing to do.
I try to look at my own reflection
There’s a stranger looking back
I want to know the real me..
I want to break free.
(Source: memoirsofariadne)
It’s hard falling for someone when you know he’s going to bring trouble in the first place because in the end, you have no one else to blame but yourself. You will have second thoughts on whether you are going to give him another chance or not. But remember that once is enough, twice is too much, and thrice? It’s stupidity. Indeed, he broke my heart, but it’s his loss that he let go of the girl who has loved him truly.
(Source: memoirsofariadne)
3 months had gone..
I know I’ve moved on. I know I’ve forgotten about the routine. I know I was happy even without you, because I got used to.
But I haven’t let go. Not yet. I’m still hurting. I know it’s not because I still love you, I know I’ve completely erased those feelings. But because I still haven’t accepted that I was only a band-aid to the pain she had caused you.
Ironic as it seemed but I loved the guy who was too cruel for me.
He fell in love with his best friend, who was in love with someone else. And all he did was watch his best friend be happy with her man. He was hurting all through out.
I wanted to help him with my own ways. I tried. I did try.
Turned out I wasn’t good enough.
He used me. I let him.
Stupid me.
(Source: memoirsofariadne)
I remember sneaking out just to see you
I remember disobeying my parents to love you
Even when you were so stupid,
That you speak without thinking.
I love you even though you’re a douche bag
Even when you choose your friends over me
I love you despite your imperfections
I miss everything we had.
I miss it when you write me love letters
Fighting on the streets, kissing in the rain
Remember the night when we were both mad?
I just slept to cover up the pain.
I miss my man who only laughs at me
whenever I am mad.
And hugs me while whispering
“You’re the best thing I’ve had.”
I miss my man who kisses me
Every time I’m annoyed
Who messes up my hair and says
“You are only mine.”
Remember me, darling?
For once, I was your star
I still love you more than anything
For once, you were my star.
(Source: memoirsofariadne)
Moving on is easy, you just need a few words of motivation from your family, or your friends. What makes it hard? It’s the memories - the sweet temptations for you to look back. It’s like running for a cause, you have to keep going. From then, you’ll learn the art of letting go.
(Source: memoirsofariadne)
Words ought to mean a lot, but they’re out of use when things are already too late.
(Source: memoirsofariadne)
We were in the same spot. Dark shadows of the night. Under our favorite tree.
“I love you, please stay. I am sorry for saying those things.“he cried. Indeed, he was crying in front of me. Just like what he has done before in order to get my sympathy. But this time? It’s fucking over.
I never said anything. We remained in silence.
“Is there anything I can do? Please, anything..” this time, I started arguing.
“You know what, if you know you can do anything to have me back, then you shouldn’t of done those things you’re sorry for right now.”
He said, “I don’t know what to say.”
“You always don’t know what to say. All I’ve ever heard is sorry. It’s not even new to me. Do you honestly expect me to just accept you with one sorry?”
I started walking away..
He followed me. Hugged me from behind.
“I love you. Please.. stay.” I felt his tears on my back.
“I’ve heard that before.” then I walked away.
No more chances.
(Source: memoirsofariadne)
No matter where we will go, there will always be a group of people who will judge us and try to break our bond. I will not surrender our love to them. We are endless. I will fight for us ‘til the end.
(Source: memoirsofariadne)
After you gave me such a lustful touch
How can I ever get enough?
I am addicted to your love
With just one glimpse I am going insane.
(Source: memoirsofariadne)
“Don’t you know how cute you are when you are being yourself - all childish and sweet - while eating your favorite Mcdonald’s fries and sundae?”
These words from my boy best friend really melted my heart.
(Source: memoirsofariadne)
